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hahahahhaa.
so this is how it feels. :D i'm insanely happy.
physics s was okay, chem s was quite disastrous for me. but yes. they're s papers after all.
OMG IT'S OVER! tiptap-tippetytappppp WOOHOOOO babyyyyy
four papers to go. about 40 hours? or so.
i think the paper i mugged most for for the As has got to be biotech. i'm not sure why, perhaps it was the fear that my paper 2 wasnt too good, the fear that i'd slip a grade. but suddenly i knew, i knew how intensive mugging can be. and i remember why i could never bring myself to memorize and regurgitate and expel knowledge.
the return of dashboard confessional.
oc download's on its way. my motivation to mug.
this week's really flown by. really freaked out for upcoming monday. gotta really depend on that paper to save my bio. but i guess it helps that in a span of one n a half weeks i've watched all the gilmores up till the episode that they just released in america, so this weekend will be d/l free. there's nothing to d/l. but yeah the OC's supposed to come out tonight i think. except for that.
heya. the return of dave matthews, he's really good.
really worried about my s papers. i didnt touch them in the end. sigh. well, my bio backfired so i had to spend time saving it instead. wonder what kinda state i'm gonna be in tmr night. when i have the burden of 2 s papers. i hope what the chem dept has taught is enough to get me thru somewhat, and physics err let's just see.
gah. someone give me a crash course in s papers.
but that's not the point is it?..not the point of s papers. gah why'd i sign myself up for this hell. hope i dont disappoint myself too much.
well. on the bright side i'm really happy for everyone who ends tmr, cos wow. its over. i'll feel the joy no doubt, tmr when design ends. so maybe i'm just happy for myself too. haha.
well. lets see how things go yeah?
yeah.
at least i know i tried to save bio. one more bio paper to go. time to move on. i dont regret spending my whole weekend on biotech. even tho the paper wasnt fantastic today. i hope it helped tho. thank God for my family. for bearing with me throughout the weekend.
now its time for physics, s papers, and bio mcq. and then, it'll all be over.
carry this picture for luck
kept in a locket
tucked in your coller
close to your chest
make it a secret
shown to the closest friends
and meet me at quarter to 7
the sun will still shine then
at this time of year
we'll head to the inlet
and we'll share a bottle there
and color the coast with your smile
its the most genuine thing
that ive ever seen
i was so lost
but now i believe
and follow me south of the big docks
they teather the boats
the rich men revere
as so important
they hire our fathers to steer
and down to the edge of the water
where we'll spill our guts
and we'll name our fears
i'll give you this picture
keep it and dont
be
scared
and color the coast with your smile
its the most genuine thing
that ive ever seen
i was so lost
but now i believe
and the coast
your smile is the most genuine thing
that ive ever seen
i was so lost
but now i believe
and i believe
now i believe
now i believe
i'm almost done with scope of biotechnology. just realised that there was so much to know. like the actual definitions of primary and secondary metabolites is in that chapter! so sneaky. spotting for prelims wasnt such a good idea tho it worked in the end. i cant do that again, esp not after my bioP2. really need to depend on this biotech and mcq. i think its possible.
i have four even bigger chapters to go after scope is done.
hot drink on a cold rainy night is like having fun in the middle of A levels. :) you just gotta cheer yourself up, somehow.
nice talking to friends. what would i do without them. ahhh.
my mom's coming home today, i'm deciding now whether i should go to the airport after chem mcq and hang around mugging bio till my dad comes to pick up my mom and aunty when they land. sounds like a good idea right? but then again, maybe i should hang around in sch and let my dad pick me up on the way, but i dont think he'll go straight to the airport, cos he'll want to deposit me at home first. or i could just come home and slack cos i know i wont mug right after a paper if i have a choice.
oh well. decisions.
i was lying in bed listening to the radio just now (cos idols were being interviewed) and suddenly i just felt damn sad. like, all of this is gonna be over in one week. and then what? wait, i'm not talking about singapore idol ending, i meant, school. then what. it'll be a mad rush for prom stuff. and then?
i cant believe my jc life is coming to an end. in sec1 i felt like i'd never ever be sec4, and i used to look at my funky odac sec4batch seniors in rgs when i was sec1 and think, wow will i really be like them? but i think my batch aced it in the end. we were really inspired to follow their footsteps, be the fun loving damn good friends kinda batch. i loved that batch, and i love my batch more.
so anyway. jc's almost over. ending with a bang. those soundproof kinda ones. takes place without you knowing, and then suddenly, its over. i cant wait to see what happens to me in the near future. something tells me life is gonna be different. but that doesnt mean i want this to end. i was telling my dad that i think i'm just happy if time stopped ticking, and i was stuck in wednesday forever. i dont mind reliving it over and over again, physics physics more physics, dreaming about the future, gilmoring, etc.
but we gotta move on! i guess so.
Dave Matthews, Gravedigger
Cyrus Jones 1810 to 1913,
made his great grandchildren believe you could live to 100 and 3
a 100 and 3, is forever when you're just a little kid so
Cyrus Jones lived forever
Gravedigger
when you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
Gravedigger
Muriel Stonewall 1903 to 1954,
she lost both of her babies in the second great war
now you should never have to watch your only children lowered in the ground
I mean you should
never have to bury your own babies 
Ring around the Rosy
Pocket full of posies
ashes to ashes
we all fall down
Little Mikey Parsons, 67 to 75
He rode his bike like the devil until the day he died
when he grows up he wants to be Mr. Vertigo on the flying trapeze
oh, 1940 to 1992